The feeling of being in love is wonderful and I bet the feeling that you are beloved is beyond wonderful.
I want that. We all want that. Some are afraid, while some are confused, and then those have the courage bet it all in love.
I think falling in love is a gamble. You risk everything. Before, I never really get it why they said that love is a gamble... Now I get it.
I pretend to be strong. I hate being vulnerable. Not once in my life I showed the vulnerable side of me - the loving side of me. I never been so affections. I am shy, timid, coward..
I had a glimpse of a broken heart, my heart was once broken and my self-esteem got broken too. I was a messed, and I was afraid that it will happen again. So I shutdown myself. I decided not love. I decided not to let anyone love me again. It was a wrong move of mine. It was wrong to let myself be broken just because of what I thought what love is.
It's been almost 5 years, but I don't think I'm ready for love yet... but this time I want love and I am getting ready for it. I am getting ready for it! I think I already told you about that? But anywas, I'm telling you all this again.
I am on my way to you love ♥ so wait for me, I'm on my way ♥♥♥
I want to be the best me when I see you, then we can make the both of us better. :)
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