I am neurotic by nature. I am anxious from time to time until you came.
You are like my personal therapist. My remedy, my antipsychotic drug. You keep me sane. Ever since talking to you I feel like I become healthier. For that I am thankful.
I'm missing you. You're too busy now and I don't have the right to demand for your time. So right now, I think I'm having withdrawal symptoms.
Friday, September 12, 2014
Thursday, July 17, 2014
Give Love
I wanna give love... I wanna feel it... I want to be it.
The last time I was in a relationship was when I was in my junior year, so that's been like 6 years or so? I'm not even sure if it was love? Perhaps, it wasn't love. I must admit that it changed me, it ended pretty badly so it definitely has a huge effect on my esteem back then.
But now, after more than 6 years of loving myself... After more than 6 years of being confined with my world... Knowing myself... Reflecting about life and stuff. I think I have so much to give now. I'm longing for it. I want to express the love that I have. To whom should I share it though? To everyone?
The last time I was in a relationship was when I was in my junior year, so that's been like 6 years or so? I'm not even sure if it was love? Perhaps, it wasn't love. I must admit that it changed me, it ended pretty badly so it definitely has a huge effect on my esteem back then.
But now, after more than 6 years of loving myself... After more than 6 years of being confined with my world... Knowing myself... Reflecting about life and stuff. I think I have so much to give now. I'm longing for it. I want to express the love that I have. To whom should I share it though? To everyone?
Saturday, June 21, 2014
I like you.
I like you, not romantically though. I like you, but no I don't have a crush on you. I just like you. I can tell you some reason why I like you but it still won't grasp how much I like you. I like you not unlike the like I have for a crush nor its something romantic.
I don't know who you are but I do know you. I know, it doesn't make sense but so is what we have (do we even have something?). What we have is something like a friendship yet unsure. It is personal yet not intimate.
With you, I know everything will eventually ends and you're probably aware of that as well. Someday one of us will fade away, or maybe both of us will drift away... But I can't call you "the one that got away" because you're the one who will eventually leave, and it will be mutual. We are like two souls who are lost and helping each other.
You are the Old Soul who thinks his dying but just afraid to have the light, I am this younger soul who has a light... A dim light though.
Everything happens for a reason. We met for a reason. We won't know that reason yet... Not yet... I am not ready to know yet because I still need you.
I don't know who you are but I do know you. I know, it doesn't make sense but so is what we have (do we even have something?). What we have is something like a friendship yet unsure. It is personal yet not intimate.
With you, I know everything will eventually ends and you're probably aware of that as well. Someday one of us will fade away, or maybe both of us will drift away... But I can't call you "the one that got away" because you're the one who will eventually leave, and it will be mutual. We are like two souls who are lost and helping each other.
You are the Old Soul who thinks his dying but just afraid to have the light, I am this younger soul who has a light... A dim light though.
Everything happens for a reason. We met for a reason. We won't know that reason yet... Not yet... I am not ready to know yet because I still need you.
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